November 2010
1 post
+Seriously!
…it is true.
September 2010
2 posts
Dazzled By Resent
Every time you call my name is fuel for my resentment. I can careless whether you cry when I say “NO!” When you told me you were ashamed of me and who I am, I cut my ties with you. I disconnected you from my circuit. You will have to earn my respect. Trust. Love. Betrayed. Confused. Fuck You.
August 2010
2 posts
You've just received the X
I try to live a simple life right now; without many people in it. I have enough household/family issues to deal with before I include drama-causing so-called friends in my life. Overall, I am taking a new look at my life. Each day is a new start. I wake up, tell myself not to hand my power over to the world, and make my day a good one. In turn my empathy is depleted. I have a hard time...
Joke of the Day
There are four engineers traveling in a car; a mechanical engineer, a chemical engineer, an electrical engineer and a computer engineer. The car breaks down. “Sounds to me as if the pistons have seized. We’ll have to strip down the engine before we can get the car working again”, says the mechanical engineer. “Well”, says the chemical engineer, “it sounded to me as if the fuel might be...
July 2010
2 posts
“A compilation of unfortunate events doesn’t mean life is bad; it just means life...”
– CAG
Hello my long lost friend. It is nice to meet you again.
June 2010
15 posts
A Wink on Crack
Today, I met the most cronic winker of my life time. I knew when each sentence was over, because it would end in a slow wink followed by a lean in. It irritated me to the point that I almost started winking out of frustration. I wonder if she knews that her eyes are more punctual than her voice. Most people of a phoenic language lower their voice tone or raise it higher for a question. She...
Today begins a new small journey that will ultimately. I am in a funk. I’m waiting for something to happen today. I’ve been a major bitch so far this morning. Some people just do not deserve my time at all. Annoyed and Pissed. What will this day of class bring me. I don’t know. I don’t care really. Can we just please start to critically thing logically with C#...
School was BORING! Absolute BORING! I made a vector image of a Piano keyboard. I contradicted the teacher on color theory. It was shown I was correct. Update a website. Was 20mins early. 3 Mins leaving late. A record for my first day to be early and leave late. Off to work I went.
I narrated a composition in my mind today at work; it was a response to a three-page lettered written by the love of...
Saturday
Saturday was fun! I went skating with my boy, saw a movie, went to dinner, and chilled at my house for thirty minutes. The funniest part of the day was that he and I were wearing the same underwear! The exact same pair. Exact Size. Exact everything in all shapes in form. We found it very hilarious. We both had on blue shirts and blue jeans as well…different shades of blue tho’. After...
Blazin' Day
I had an awesome time with my boy yesterday…we went to BWW! I got the Blazin’ wings…ugh man and were those things blazin I ate 2.5/4…my lips were spicy and tingly and it was horrible. They just tasted like fire. My french fries were spicy…even my damn water became spicy. Do not eat Blazin’ wings and touch your eyes they won’t be there tomorrow. Eyebrows...
school boys aren't blue
Officially a failure. I just failed my course. Ha! I DO NOT care either. There use to be a time when I would get very upset if I even made a B in my class. I say the hell with it all. They do not care about my letter grade? They just want to know if I got the required credits and my GPA is HIGH! Which it stays above a 3.0 anyway…I play with the system constantly doing the minimum making...
UGH!
Somedays I just want to throw the towel in, wave the white flag, and cut my wrists. Lets end it all tonight. Today was an okay day, but my mind still gets the best of me sometimes. I have to remember to focus on all the good things that life has given me. I have to focus on all that I have worked towards and working to towards. I will finally someday get a break and win. Everyday I more draw backs...
Word of the Day:
Abate (vb) - to lessen from old 1300-50 Fr abatre - to beat down
sexy sorrows
Sometimes being well-endowed isn’t all it is hyped up to be. When it doesn’t fit in the hole then you have a little-big problem. Thirty-seven minutes of attempted penetration ended with frustration and fellatio ejaculation. Masturbation and fellatio is my sex life. It is always a notable night when it is all said and done. Both parties enjoy each other and the climax. He desires me...
A Bitter-Sweet Nightmare
Yesterday was beautiful! After all the fun was had with the BFF. I met up with my boy. He and I chilled out at my house talking for a little while then went to Applebee’s for dinner. Two ultimate trios later and a very nice conversation over dinner, it started to pour down raining when we were about to leave. Rainy days always makes me want to lay in bed with my boy in my arms, and this...
I’m tired of missing life. It’s time for me to stop and smell the roses. Workload, fuck you!
Shopping for an Education
Today was fun with the BFF! I shared my conquest to find a graduate program with the BFF. She and I hit up two schools and my current school now. We talked to a few people, and with whom we spoke to were graced with a wonderful day. We burnt our names into their heads and forever will be the talk of their admission office. We are advocate fun seekers and so happen today it was induced by...
This morning
…so I had to go bike 3 miles at 22.7MILES!
The blood is still flowing strong…
May 2010
15 posts
Chriseye: 20th Century word founded by Chris. His...
ugh… just ugh… i’m up and i’m down i’m up and i’m down i’m only up when i’m around that one special boy…i’m down when i’m around all those others that just don’t matter…i need to find my way i need to have my own i need to be more well let’s say empathetic…i love to trail my thoughts…i compulsively...
I need guidance!
...
It is 00:30:00 Wednesday 26 May 2010. I lay in bed over hearing loud drunken slurred yelling downstairs. Neighbors behind yell and beat on their wives. Cops will come, probably not. I try to keep myself from slipping into a depression. I try to keep my eyes dry. I can’t help but to wonder if this is where I will lay forever to die. There goes the door once more. Open. Close. Open. Slam. I...
Success
I find it comical that in your mind alcohol consumption is parallel to strength and success. You’re a real man because you can drink 40’s and hard liquor. It is the ultimate ego boost to have the beer cupped hands bang the table to root you on as you kill what little mind you have left. I am so glad you think you are popular with every sip. Substance abuse makes you a man. You’re...
Birthday Wishlist
1. Fun
2. Fun
3. Some more fun
4. iTunes Gift Card(s)
Today overall was productive and fun. I brought my new bike today. It’s a 58cm Black Fuji Newest Road Bike. On a small scale of today I have been stuck in a void. I am happy but then I am not happy. I guess I can just be happy. :) I am grateful for my king. I am grateful for my friends. I am grateful for the family. I am grateful for my health, car, and school. Thank you world. Life is hard....
Today is the day of inspiration and cleansing. Purge my mind. Let my hands create. What will become of this day of creativity inspired by life, love, joy, and happiness? Let my mind be free.
“Music sounds so bold and clear when the world sits still.”
– Chris
I just went to go pee. When you see a 3 inch long red pubic hair in the urinal, that’s just disturbing. There is only ONE red head dude in this school…hair done told on you.
!Ig-nit bitches.
When my cell contact list went from 73 to 12 overnight, I deleted people who only caused drama in my life. Those people who only take from me and never give back to the community. Friends who didn’t have anything going for them. They just laid around, gossiped, caused problems, does/did drugs, etc… My contact list took a major cut.
I am fine with only 5 people in my phone who I can...
New Blog Direction
I am thinking about logging my days. Everyday. What do you think?
Tree Top
Find that tree in your childhood again, climb it once more. Sit on your favorite branch. Over look the Earthy shore. You thought in that tree, you cried in that tree, you made that tree your friend. It was a safe place. Tucked away behind its limbs and leaves. Go and find your tree. Everyday is another new day. Young or old. Be glad you have another day to feel pain or sorrow.
April 2010
14 posts
Disrespect; Dishonesty; Dissapointment
…the gift from my family.
Ma chambre
IS SO F N SEXY! My room is made for making babies. I have almost remodeled it the way I want it to be now. Just a few more additions and changes. I’m so excited! Party at my house!
ahhh work...
…is fucking lame!
“Love’s like a kiss when the sun goes down, holds me tight when no one’s around,...”
– (via thebaddestbrod)
YES! Love is you…
Aide
He doesn’t want to be helped. You are helping him. I want to be helped. You are not helping me.
To make a Criminal tell all to...
…If and when a Criminal is being chased or crosses path with a Police Office he/she starts to pray and tell all to Jesus. This is how the Church can bring all the crime off the streets. Just get the Po-po and all who have sinned will tell all cuz you know black folk don’t wanna be like their uncle in jail.
I was mad is hell!
288 South was backed all the way up today. Polices were re-routing the Southbound traffic into the Northbound traffic. A tractor trailer over turned on S 288 blocking the entire highway; tacking up two lanes and the emergency shoulder. I was 12 minutes late for work today and mad is hell. I hope everybody was safe.
I am 007, Greene, Chris Greene.
I am about to pull a double o seven move out of class. Mission impossible to break out this jail. Surveillance cameras are on every corner. I must scale the walls. Hug corners tightly. Go past three cameras (which are constantly monitored) to the stair wells where I am save from surveillance. Am I free? Am I clear? NO! There’s the clear window to the main office that I must crawl past. Out...
PSY220
PSY220 is the course number for my wonderful class of Positive Psychology. However, I am not in a very positive mood. Un peu déprimé in fact. I am bored out of my f n mind, thus I am sad.